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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    2:34 am
    @@@@@But I think I'll vote Democrat in the
    @@@@@But I think I'll vote Democrat in the nextThe way I look at it, one party's in power for a while and then you give the other a turnI allow Jim to show me the way for those political thingsShe does not add the business about keeping up her home, but you can guessNice people, nice family, church on Sundays of courseBrown's only violent opinion is on the New MoralityI don't know, people aren't Godfearing any moreWomen drinking in bars, doing God knows what else, it isn't right, isn't Christian at allBrown nods tolerantlyHe has a few reservations, but after all women somehow just are more religious, really religious, than men, he will say in a confidential talk
    Naturally they're very proud of their children, and they'll tell you with amusement how Patty is teaching William to dance now that he's in high school
    We were worried about sending them to the State University what with the depression and all, but I think we can see our way clear nowBrown, she'll add, always has wanted them to go, especially since he missed it

    The brother and sister are good friendsIn the sun parlor where the maple sofa is flanked by the vase (which had been a flower pot until the rubber plant died) and the radio, the girl makes him lead her
    Now, look, Willie-boy, it's easyYou just don' have to be afraid of holdin' me
    Who's afraid of holdin' ya?
    You're not such a roughneck, she says from the vantage of senior year in high schoolYou're gonna be dating soon
    Yeah, he exclaims with disgustBut he feels her small pert breasts against his chestHe is almost as tall as herWho's gonna date?
    You are
    They shuffle along the smooth red stone of the floorHey, Patty, when Tom Elkins comes around to see you, lemme talk to hi
    2:19 am
    @@@@@The graduation and class week is upon him,
    @@@@@The graduation and class week is upon him, and he is cool and friendly to his parents, bored with them too
    What are you gonna do, Bob, don't you want any help? Bill Hearn asks
    No, I'm going to head for New York, Ellison's father promised me a job there
    This is quite a place, Bob, Bill Hearn says
    Yes, a funny four yearsAnd inside himself he is strainingGo away, leave me aloneOnly he has learned not to say that out loud any longer
    For his thesis he has been given a magna: A Study of the Cosmic Urge in Herman Melville

    He functions easily through the next two years, sees himself consciously, amusedly as The Young Man in New YorkHe is first a reader and then a junior editor at Ellison and Co Harvard, New York Extension, as he terms it, and a room and kitchenette in the East SixtiesOh, I'm just a literary con man, he will say
    I can't tell you how I've slaved over the thing, the lady historical novelist says to himI was so worried about the motivations of Julia, such an elusive bitch, but I think I achieved the effect I hungered for in her, the one who worries me, however, is Randall Clandeborn
    Yes, Miss Helledell, two more of the same, waiterHe lights a cigarette, revolving slowly in the leather arc of their round boothYou were saying, Miss Helledell?
    Do you think Randall comes across?
    Randall Clandeborn, mmm(Now which one was he?) Ay, yes, I think he's successful on the whole, but perhaps you need a little sharper definition on himWe can discuss that when we get back to the office(After the drinks he will have a headache To be frank, Miss Helledell, I'm not really worried about your characters, I know they'll come across
    Do you think so, MrHearn? Your opinion means an awful lot to me
    Oh, yes, it's a very successful
    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    2:34 am
    @@@@@Matt's daughter Peggy showed her the
    @@@@@Matt's daughter
    Peggy
    showed her the simplest steps of the reel, and there was, in some
    strange way, a rightness to learning from a seven-year-old childAnd
    a rightness to the outspoken encouragement and even the teasing of
    the
    others, adults and children alike, because it was the same for Peggy as
    it was for herShe danced until her knees were wobbly, then she
    collapsed, laughing, in a heap on the floor at Old James' feet, and he
    patted her head as if she were a puppy, and that made her laugh all
    the
    more, until she was gasping for breath when she cried out, "I'm having
    so much fun!" There had been very little fun in Scarlett's life, and
    she wanted it to last forever, this clean, uncomplicated joyfulness
    She looked at her big, happy cousins, and she was proud of their
    strength and vigor and talent for music and for life
    "We're a fine lot, we O'HarasThere's none can touch us Scarlett
    heard her father's voice, boasting, saying the words he had so often
    said to her, and she knew for the first time what he had meant"Ah,
    Jamie, what a wonderful night this was," she said when he was
    walking
    her homeScarlett was so tired she was practically stumbling, but she
    was chattering like a magpie, too exhilarated to accept the peaceful
    silence of the sleeping city"We're a fine lot, we O'HarasHis strong hands caught her around the waist and he lifted
    her up and swung her in a giddy circle
    "There's none can touch us," he said when he set her downMiss Scarlett!" Pansy woke her at seven with a message
    from her grandfather"He wants you right this minute The old
    soldier was formally dressed and fresh-shavenHe looked
    disapprovingly at Scarlett's hastily combed hair and dressing gown
    from
    his imperial position in the great armchair at the head of the dining
    room table"My breakfast is unsatisfactory," he announced
    Scarlett stared at him, slack-jawedWhat did his breakfast have to do
    with her? Did he think she'd cooked it? Maybe he had lost his mindPa had had more than he could bear that's
    all, and so he retreated to a time and a world where the terrible'
    things hadn't happenedHe was like a confused childBut there's
    nothing confused or child-like about GrandfatherHe knows exactly
    where and who he is and what he's doingWhat does he mean by
    waking
    me up after only a couple of hours' sleep and complaining to me about
    his breakfast? Her voice was carefully calm when she spoke"What's
    wrong with your breakfast, Grandfather?"
    "It's tasteless and it's co
    2:19 am
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    "That should be enoughTall or short?"
    "Tall, yes really very tallHis head was only a foot or so below the
    top of the curtains, and those windows are seven feet four inches"I knew I could count on youYou're the only person
    I've ever known who could identify the biggest scoop of ice cream cheap gucci at a
    birthday party from the other side of the room'Eagle eye' we called
    you behind your back
    "And to my face, I seem to remember, along with other unpleasant
    personal remarksYou were a horrid little boy
    "You were a loathsome little girlI would have loved you even if you
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    "I would have loved you if you hadn'tI looked up your skirts plenty
    of times, but I couldn't see a thing
    "Be merciful, AliciaAt least call it a kilt They smiled
    companionably at one anotherThen Rhett resumed the questioning
    Alicia remembered a great many details once she began to watch omega thinkThe
    soldier was young-very young indeedwith the ungainly movements of
    a boy
    who had not gotten accustomed to the spurt of growthHe was very
    thin, tooThe uniform hung loosely on hisframeHis wrists showed
    clearly below the sleeve binding; the uniform might not have been his
    at
    allHis gucci tote hair was dark-"not raven like yours, Rhett, and by the way the
    touch of gray is extremely becoming; no, his share must have been
    brown
    and looked darker in the shadows Yes, well cut and almost certainly
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    2:34 am
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    “I'm well versed in all the facts, HealerHave you dealt with this… resistance before yourself?”
    “Only once, myself
    “Tell me the facts of the case“Please,” I added, feeling a lack of courtesy in my
    command
    The Seeker began omega moon watch tapping her fingers against her armShe did not care to
    wait for what she wanted
    “This occurred four years ago,” the Healer began“The soul involved had requested an adult
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    “Just as my host did He cleared his throat“This was only the soul's second lifeHe came from Blind
    World
    “Blind World?” I asked, cocking my head to the side reflexively
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    “BlindWorld?” I said again, my voice now disapproving
    “Yes, well, some who have lived there prefer to call it the Singing Tiffany Necklace World
    “And some who've never been there call it Planet of the Bats,” the Seeker muttered
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    2:19 am
    @@@@@ But Louis DeFazio knew he was rightAnd
    @@@@@
    But Louis DeFazio knew he was rightAnd because he was right, there were more than seven
    million big ones waiting for him in ParisSeven million! Holy Christ! He could give the Palermo
    gumballs in Paris more than they ever expected and still walk away with a bundle
    An old waiter from the old country, an uncle of Trafficante, approached the table and Louis held
    his breath“There’s a telephone call for you, Signor DeFazio
    As was usual, the capo supremo went to a pay phone at the end of a narrow dark corridor outside
    the men’s room“This is New York,” said DeFazio:
    “This is Paris, Signor New YorkThis is also pazzo!”
    “Where’ve you been? You pazzo enough to drive to London, England? I’ve been waitin’ three
    hours!”
    “Where I’ve been is on a number of unlit country roads, which is important only to my nerves
    Where I am now is crazy!”
    “So where?”
    “I’m using a gatekeeper’s telephone for which I’m paying roughly a hundred American dollars
    and the French buffone keeps looking through the window to see that I don’t steal anything—
    perhaps his lunch pail, who knows?”
    “You don’t sound too stupid for a gumballSo what gatekeeper’s what? What are you talking
    about?”
    “I’m at a cemetery about twenty-five miles from ParisI tell you—”
    “A cimitero?” interrupted Louis“What the hell for?”
    “Because your two acquaintances drove here from the airport, you ignorante! At the moment
    there is a burial in progress—a night burial with a candlelight procession which will soon be
    drowned out by rain—and if your two acquaintances flew over here to attend this barbaric
    ceremony, then the air in America is filled with brain-damaging pollutants! We did not bargain for
    this sciocchezze, New YorkWe have our own work to do
    “They went there to meet the big cannoli,” said DeFazio quietly, as if to himself“As to work,
    gumball, if you ever want to work with us, or Philadelphia, or Chicago, or Los Angeles again,
    you’ll do what I tell youYou’ll also be terrifically paid for it, capisce?”
    “That makes more sense, I admit
    “Stay out of sight, but stay with themFind out where they go and who they seeI’ll get over
    there as soon as I can, but I gotta go by way of Canada or Mexico, just to make sure no one’s
    watchingI’ll be there late tomorrow or early the next day
    “Omerta,” said Louis DeFazio
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    311
    30
    The hand-held candles flickered in the night drizzle as the two parallel lines of mourners walked
    solemnly behind the white casket borne on the shoulders of six men; several began to slip on the
    increasingly wet gravel of the cemetery’s pathFlanking the procession were four drummers, two
    on each side, their snare drums snapping out the slow cadence of the death march, erratically out of
    sequence because of the unexpected rocks and the unseen flat grave markers in the darkness of the
    bordering grassShaking his head slowly in bewilderment, Morris Panov watched the strange
    nocturnal burial rite, relieved to see Alex Conklin limping, threading his way between the
    tombstones toward their meeting ground
    “Any sign of them?” asked Ale
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    2:34 am
    @@@@@ "But there was no one there," Jack said He
    @@@@@
    "But there was no one there," Jack said He led me to the side
    of the stairsThe ninth riser was on our eyelevel,
    and with the light striking across it, I
    could see, very faintly, the tracks of small bare
    feet pointing the other way
    Jack said, "This looks pretty clear to meThe
    kids went up to your studio, then came back down
    againThe adult stayed by the front door,
    probably as lookoutalthough if this was the
    middle of the night, there probably wasn't much to
    look out forHave you been setting the burglar
    alarm?"
    790
    "No," I said, not quite meeting his eye"I can't
    remember the numbersI keep them on a slip of
    paper in my wallet, but each time I came through
    the door turned into a race against time, me
    versus that fucking beeper on the wall-"
    "It's okay Wireman gripped my shoulder"These
    burglars didn't take; they left
    "You don't really believe Miss Eastlake's dead
    sisters paid you another visit, do you?" Jack
    asked
    "Actually," I said, "I think they did I thought
    that would sound stupid in the bright light of an
    April afternoon, with a ton of sunlight pouring
    down and reflecting off the Gulf, but it didn't
    "In Scooby Doo, it would turn out to be the crazy
    librarian," Jack said"You know, trying to scare
    you off the Key so he could keep the treasure for
    himself
    "Suppose those small tracks were made by Tessie
    and Laura Eastlake," Wireman said"Who made the
    bigger ones?"
    Neither of us replied
    791
    "Let's go upstairs," I said at last"I want to
    look in the basket
    We went up (avoiding the tracks - not to preserve
    them, but simply because none of us wanted to step
    on them) to Little PinkThe picnic basket,
    looking just like the one I'd drawn with the red
    pen I'd pilfered from Gene Hadlock's examining
    room, was sitting on the carpet, but my eyes were
    drawn first to my easel
    "You can believe I beat a hasty retreat when I saw
    that," Jack said
    I could believe it, but I felt no urge to ret
    2:19 am
    @@@@@Because you've been good to meAnd you've
    @@@@@Because you've been good to
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    407
    "Right back atcha on that, Wireman
    His hands were resting on a slim gray folder he
    had carried out of the hospital with himHis name
    was on the tabHe raised one finger off it to
    still me without looking at me - he was looking
    straight ahead, at the Bealls Department Store
    anchoring this end of the mall"I want to do this
    all at onceThat work for you?"
    "Sure He turned to me, suddenly
    animatedHis left eye was bright red and weeping
    steadily, but at least now it was pointing at me
    along with the other one"Muchacho, have you ever
    seen one of those happynews stories about a guy
    winning two or three hundred million bucks on the
    Powerball?"
    "Everyone has
    "They get him up on stage, they give him a great
    big fake cardboard check, and he says something
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    Disney World' Are you with me so far?"
    "So far, yeah
    Wireman went back to studying the people going in
    and out of Bealls, behind which Tina Garibaldi had
    met Candy Brown to her pain and sorrow
    "I won la lotería, tooOnly not in a good wayIn
    fact, I'd say it was just about the world's worst
    wayThe lawyering I did in my other life was in
    OmahaI worked for a firm called Fineham, Dooling,
    and AllenWits - of which I considered myself one
    - sometimes called it Findum, Fuckum, and
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    the dayWe did good business, and I was well
    positioned thereI was a bachelor, and by that
    time - I was thirty-seven - I thought that was
    probably my lot in lifeThen the circus came to
    town, Edg
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    2:34 am
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    2:19 am
    @@@@@My face warmed as I blushedNo more silent
    @@@@@My face warmed as I blushedNo more silent treatment
    We thought of other things then, things that didn't hurtLike where we would send the Seeker
    Mel was all for the Mists Planet after my story tonight, but I thought the Planet of the Flowers
    would be more fittingThere wasn't a mellower planet in the universeThe Seeker needed a nice
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    We thought of my memories, the pretty onesThe ice castles and the night music and the
    colored sunsThey were like fairytales to herAnd she told me fairytales, tooGlass slippers,
    poisoned apples, mermaids who wanted to have souls…
    Of course, we didn't have time to tell many stories
    They all returned togetherJared had come back through the main entranceIt had taken so
    very little time–perhaps he'd just driven the jeep around to the north side and hidden it under the
    overhang there
    I heard their voices coming, subdued, serious, low, and knew from their tone that the Seeker
    was with themKnew that the time had come for the first stage of my deathYou're going to have to help them do this when I'm –
    No!
    But she wasn't protesting my instruction, just the conclusion of my thought
    Jared was the one who carried the Seeker into the roomHe came first, the others behind
    Aaron and Brandt both had the guns ready–in case she was only feigning unconsciousness,
    perhaps, and about to jump up and attack them with her tiny handsJeb and Doc came last, and
    I knew Jeb's canny eyes would be on my faceHow much had he figured out already with his
    crazy, insightful shrewdness?
    I kept myself focused on the task at hand
    Jared laid the Seeker's inert form on the cot with exceptional gentlenessThis might have
    bothered me before, but now it touched m
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    2:34 am
    @@@@@ At a turn it narrowed again; the opposing
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    At a turn it narrowed again; the opposing cliff walls were not more than fifty yards apart here, and in several places along the route the defile was blocked by a patch of jungleIt took him many minutes to pass through each grove and the strain of passing through the brush without making noise was greatHe reached a section which was comparatively open again and moved forward with a sense of release
    But at another turn he saw before him a tiny valley limited by the cliffs on either side and plugged by a small wood which grew completely across the gapIn the daylight it would have a fine field of viewIt was the best position he had seen for an outpost, and he was certain, immediately and instinctively, that the Japanese had retreated to hereHe felt it with a start of his limbs, an acceleration of his heartMartinez examined the grove from the lee of a rock, staring across the moonlight, his face pinched and tenseThere was a band of deep shadow at his right where the cliffs filleted into the base of the pass, and smoothly, not allowing himself to think about it, he glided around the rock, and crept along in the darkness on his hands and knees, keeping his face lowWith fascination he found himself watching the ragged borderline between the moonlight and shadow, and unaccountably he felt himself moving toward the light once or twiceIt seemed alive, with an existence as acute as his; his throat was tight, almost swelling, and he watched the shimmer of the moonlight with a dumb absorptionThe grove came nearer, was twenty yards away from him, now tenHe paused at the edge of it, and examined its periphery for a machine-gun emplacement or a foxholeIn the darkness he could see nothing but the dark bulk of the trees
    Once more Martinez entered a grove and stood waiting for soundsHe could not hear anything at first, and he advanced a cautious step, parting the brush with his hands, and then moved forward another and anotherHis foot trod on a patch of worn earth, explored it with frightHe knelt and patted the earth, fingered the small leaves of a bush at his sideThe ground was trampled, and the bush had been beaten to one side
    He was on a newly formed trail
    To corroborate it, a man coughed in his sleep not five yards awayMartinez stiffened, almost jumped as though he had touched something hotThe flesh on his face became stretched and tautHe could not have uttered a sound at that moment
    Automatically he took a step backward, and heard someone else turning over in his blan
    2:19 am
    @@@@@But Dalleson relished the first portion of
    @@@@@But Dalleson relished the first portion of the work before him because he knew he could do it, and there were other kinds of work about which he was not so certainThis was the type of job that could be managed by following the procedures to be found in one Field Manual or another, and Dalleson had the kind of satisfaction a tone-deaf person might know in recognizing a piece of music
    Dalleson began by estimating the number of trucks that would be necessary to move the invasion troops from their front line positions down to the beachSince the frontal attack would undoubtedly be in progress then, it was impossible to decide now which troops could be usedThat would depend on the future situation, but it had to be one of the four rifle battalions on the island, and Dalleson separated it into four isolated problems, allotting a different number of trucks for each possibilityThere would be trucks needed for the land attack, and the assignment of them could be handled by G-4Dalleson looked up and scowled, staring at the clerks and officers in his tent
    "Hey, Hearn," he shouted
    "Yes?"
    "Bring this over to Hobart, and tell him to work out where we can draw the trucks from
    Hearn nodded, took the piece of paper Dalleson handed him, and strolled out of the tent, whistling to himselfDalleson watched him with a puzzled and slightly belligerent expressionHearn irritated him slightlyHe could not express it, but he was a little uncomfortable with him, a little uncertainHe always had the feeling that Hearn was laughing at him, and he had nothing concrete to fasten it uponDalleson had been a little surprised when the General had transferred Hearn, but it had been none of his affair, and he had assigned Hearn to supervising the draftsmen in their map overlays, and forgot about him almost entirelyHearn had done his work well enough, quietly enough, and with over a dozen men in the tent almost all the time, Dalleson had paid little attention to himLately it seemed as if Hearn had introduced a new humorThere was a kind of sour snickering at the more boring and meaningless procedures now, and once Dalleson had overheard Hearn saying, "Sure, old Blood and Guts puts the outfit to bedHe doesn't have any children, and dogs don't take to him, so what do you expect?" There had been a burst of laughter which stopped abruptly when they saw he had overheard, and since then Dalleson had had the idea that Hearn had been talking about him
    Dalleson mopped his forehead, turned back to his desk, and began to work on the embarkation and debarkation timetables for the invasion battalionAs he progressed he chewed his cigar with relish, pausing every now and then to probe his mouth with one of his large fingers whenever some tobacco leaves had lodged in his teethFrom time to time, out of habit, he would look up and stare about the tent to check whether the maps were in place and all the men were working at their desksWhen the phone would ring, he would pause, waiting for someone to answer, shaking his head blackly if it took too longHis own desk was set at an angle to one of the corner uprights, and whenever he wished he could have a fair view of the bivouacA little wind had sprung up, and it quivered faintly the trodden grass under his feet, cooled all the red spacious areas of his face
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    2:34 am
    @@@@@ There was Mary Telfair with a group of
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    There was Mary Telfair with a group of ladies, all of them with green
    ribbons on their hatsAnd Jerome! Where had he found a green coat,
    for pity's sake? Surely her grandfather wasn't here; please, God,
    don't let him beHe'd manage to make the sun stop shiningNo,
    Jerome was with a black woman wearing a green sashFancy that,
    old
    prune-face Jerome with a girlfriend! At least twenty years younger,
    tooA street vendor was handing out lemonade and coconut candy
    cakes
    to each O'Hara in turn, starting with the eager childrenWhen he got
    to her, Scarlett accepted with a smile and bit into the candyShe was
    eating on the street! No lady would do that, even if she were dying of
    starvationTake that, Grandfather! she thought, delighted by her
    own
    wickednessThe coconut was fresh, moist, sweetScarlett enjoyed it
    very much, even though it lost its thrilling defiance when she saw that
    Miss Telfair was nibbling on something that she was holding between
    her
    kid-gloved thumb and forefinger"I still say the cowboy in the green
    hat was the best," Mary Kate insisted
    "He did all those fancy things with the rope, and he was so
    handsome
    "You just say that because he smiled at us," Helen said scornfully
    Ten years old was too young to be sympathetic with the romantic
    dreams
    of fifteen"The best was the float with the leprechauns dancing on
    it
    "Those weren't leprechauns, silly
    There aren't any leprechauns in America
    "They were dancing around a big bag of goldNobody would have a
    bag
    of gold except leprechauns
    "You're such a child, HelenThey were boys in costumes is all
    Couldn't you see that the ears were false? One of them had fallen
    off Maureen intervened before the argument could get out of hand
    "It was a grand parade, every bit of i
    2:19 am
    @@@@@Couldn't this stupid girl understand
    @@@@@Couldn't this stupid girl understand that?
    No, she couldn't, she'd never loved anybody, never had anybody love
    her
    Scarlett tried to scrabble to her feetOh, sweet Mary, Mother of God,
    I'm so weakHer hands found the bedpostSlowly she pulled herself
    uprightShe was as white as a ghost, her green eyes blazed like cold
    flames"I'm going to Rhett," she saidRosemary struck her then
    Not
    with her hands or even her fistsScarlett could have withstood
    that
    "He doesn't want you," Rosemary said quietly Rhett
    paused in mid-sentenceHe looked at Scarlett and said, "What is
    this?
    No appetite? And they say that country air is supposed to make
    people
    hungryYou astonish me, my dearI do believe this is the first time
    I've ever seen you peck at your food She looked up from her
    untouched plate to glare at himHow did he even dare to speak to her
    when he had been talking about her behind her back? Who else had
    he
    talked to besides Rosemary? Did everybody in Charleston know that
    he
    had walked out in Atlanta and that she'd made a fool of herself by
    coming after him? She looked down and continued to push bits of
    food
    from place to place"So then what happened?" Rosemary demanded
    "I
    still don't understand
    "It was just what Miss Julia and I expectedHer field hands and my
    phosphate diggers had cooked up a plotYou know that work
    contracts
    are signed on New Year's Day for the year to followMiss Julia's men
    were going to tell her that I paid my miners almost twice what she
    paid
    and that she'd have to jack up their salaries or they'd come to meMy
    men were going to play the same game, only the other way aroundIt
    never entered their heads that Miss Julia and I were on to the
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